Oh!There is a praise on the inside I surely cannot keep to myself!See I have done the Lord wrong, so much wrong in a couple of days I thought, "My God!You will never forgive me for this!" I completely broke someone's spirit down in my anger and I just wasn't sorry for it. I had no apologies. But, God, In his infinite mercies sent his ambassadors to remind me that THEY WILL KNOW US BY OUR LOVE!!!They will know us by our love!The world wallowing in sin will only identify us by our love. I fell on my face spiritually and repented wholeheartedly. I realized just how much damage I had done and I was crushed. I kept asking God, will you ever forgive me?
Him who the son sets free is free indeed!God free me from my anger problem!Free me from these chains that bond me to making me want to be a people pleaser instead of a God pleaser!Help me keep my eyes on you oh lord!This is my prayer. Teach me everyday that you are the great I AM that you are not bound by time or circumstances!Remind me that you walked on water, calmed storms, raised the dead!Oh Lord!Remind me of your power and might that spoke the world into existence but, chose to use your hands to create ME!Oh father!
Today I understand, I understand what they mean when they say better is one day in your courts.Just to be in your presence fills me with me with a heart of gratitude and worship. Anoint my head oh lord. Anoint me so that my lips shall always speak of your goodness. Teach me humility oh Lord that my pride may never cause me to stumble. Help me put my trust in you and my eyes on you.And should I forget your teaching lord place Godly people on my path that shall hold my hand and take me back to the path.AMEN & AMEN.
I AM forgiven.
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